For real

I don't know whether or not to be sad or extremely happy. Sad because I'm missing the hell out of my little sister and brother I left back in Florida. Extremely happy because I'm back in this wonderful city (nyc). A city where I can do whatever I want and see who ever I want. I have pictures of both my little sister and brother on my desk and I can't help but look at their little faces and miss them. I wish I can see them at least every weekend. If I had the money I would fly down to Florida EVERY weekend just to spend time with them.

Enough sadness.

On the upside I'm happy to be back. I've been back a little over a month and I still have so many things to do and DEFINITELY a lot more people to see. But aside from all the things I need to catch up on, I've been busy just doing things for me. Things I need to do to make sure I'm happy. So yea I guess that's it.

Peace, Love, & Lemon Biscuits <3

School is starting

It's 730 AM and I get on the astounding "F" line. I say astounding because it's reliably late. No surprises there. When the train finally decides to join us at the delancey station I grab the first seat I see. I look around and take mental pictures of my fellow "F" line riders. As I know I will be seeing the same people everyday Monday through Friday. Might as well learn their faces. One woman stood out. She had on a matching zebra print skirt and blouse. Her red door perfume permeated the entire train car. I knew it was red door because my grandmother wears it. The worldwide "old lady" perfume. I get off on Hillside.

First day of school like any other. Nothing special. Remains the same the entire first week of school. Class, hallway, class, hallway, lunch, home. With the few annoying teenagers screaming and laughing in between and on the subway. Oh and there was this one boy who asked my name in English class. Nothing special.

Tuesday of the second week things changed.

Wandering...

Laying under the scorching sun. Sunlight gleaming off of my sun glasses. Heat haze seen in the distance. Kids screaming and running around the pool. I get up to tease my body with the water of the pool. Splashing my arms and legs with water as I sit on the pool steps. Its almost as if I heard the tsss (sizzling of my skin) as it touched the water. As I look up at the sky and embrace the warmth of the sun I wonder why can't life always be like this. Everyday just a day at the pool getting a tan. Not a worry in my mind. Well... I would guess that would be "the life" but that gets boring after a while. I just wish something interesting would happen to me! Yea I guess I do watch too many movies. But its not only the movies,I have a wide imagination and sometimes I just feel theres something lurking in this heat just waiting to entertain me.

As I awake from my flashback I soon realize my true surroundings. Vrooooom cars race by honking horns, people racing across the street. You know that infamous joke about the chicken crossing the road? I always thought it should be, why did the person cross the road? ..isn't it more logical that a person would cross a road and not a chicken. Well I guess that's why I'm not a joke writer. (i think its better that way) Anyways I will be starting school next week and I'm on 5th avenue and 42nd street about to buy my clothes at H & M. I pick up a few things and I'm on my way back home to the lower east side in Manhattan. As I walk home in the blistering cold I miss the scorching sun I had back in Florida. But I am happy to be back.

School is starting.. 8:00 AM.



Anyways point of this blog is to share my story. Only I know my story and I've decided I'm going to share it a little different....so stay tuned. [You'll understand in time]

Peace, Love, and Lemon Biscuits <3

For Starters...

Just a first entry..not much to say.. except that I have A LOT to say. I will be posting shortly. Thanks to my LAM for the banner.

Peace.Love. & Lemon Biscuits <3